For you I'd bleed myself dry.

Tue, 01 Dec 2009 10:59:17 GMT

I miss my boyfriend.

You never said goodbye

Wed, 04 Nov 2009 02:23:39 GMT

Day 14 without a mother. I still cannot believe it, y'know?

Your voice sounds like heartbreak.

Fri, 22 May 2009 17:41:54 GMT

I feel so ..lost.
Empty.
ALONE.

I MISS YOU:

and you:

you too:

and sometimes, you:

you, not so much:

(aww kidding ugz hair)

Would it be too much if you were to ummm, fly here?

Sat, 22 Nov 2008 06:13:00 GMT

Will lose weight soon. Swear.

Mon, 04 Feb 2008 08:40:42 GMT

Haven't you heard? I lost my laptop. Yey, life is so, so great!

Wed, 21 Nov 2007 06:11:03 GMT

Sat, 10 Nov 2007 18:38:48 GMT

JT WAS FREAKING AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! Eventho' I only know like 4 out of how many million songs he sang, he's so bloody cool, so bloody hot. So, so hot. He's seriously like the hottest guy in the world or something. Anywayyy,

Ha,ha okay sorry all very small and blur 'cos we were sitting like right at the back but yeah that's the closest we can get. But he's hot. Yey okay dah, no more nonsense. STUDYYYYY, exams are coming!

And I'll see you guys in exactly three weeks' time =)

Sat, 03 Nov 2007 09:28:09 GMT

Moral of the story: I am so going back home for raya next year, next next year.
And next next next year.

Tue, 13 Mar 2007 11:07:10 GMT

My hair is fucking orange :(

Mon, 12 Feb 2007 09:23:51 GMT

ACTUALLY NO, I WANT TO GO HOME.

WE CRASHED TK AND YAY!

Thu, 11 Jan 2007 16:51:31 GMT

from drabcloth

Sun, 17 Dec 2006 04:29:18 GMT

time goes by so slowly (i'm with you :D)

THE GREEN, GREEN GRASS

Mon, 20 Nov 2006 08:20:23 GMT

fly on by, sweet angel
and forever i'll be by your side
♥

BUT YOU DIDN'T TURN BACK TO SAY GOODBYE

Thu, 26 Oct 2006 19:46:55 GMT

---

what hurts more than a broken heart?
i truly believed, we would not come to part.
but it came to pass,
and it didn't last.
left all alone
with no one to call, my own.

maybe it was me?
or was it he?
no, it could have been us both,
that the promise of "forever"
really meant "never".
i wanted to stay,
i didn't want it all to go away.
but it had come to pass,
and the promise of "forever"
can never last.

maybe within a deal of time,
i'll finally be able to put it from my mind.
when that will be, i have no clue,
but i really did mean it, everytime i said
"i love you".
i meant it with all my heart and soul,
i prayed and believed, with all my might,
everyday and every night
that everything will turn out okay,
but alas i see, things never go my way.

i thought of you,
did you think of me too?
maybe you did, and maybe not just yet.
maybe i was the one you'd rather forget?

i can never hate you.
how can i hate you, when i still love you.
all you left me to do is cry,
and i ask myself "why?"
why did it turn out this way?
i thought and i believed, things would be okay.
i suppose, that was too optimistic of me,
to believe in things so much, that it can never be.

i'm sorry i cannot forget,
i'll remember the moments, ever since we met.
i wish, i could go back to that time.
then i can erase and change these feelings of mine.

i was happy with you,
if you could have only knew,
just how much i did, so true.
even when you were gone,
i was sad, yet happy too.
with just the thought, i was with you.
even if weren't together physically, but apart,
you are still close, deep within my heart.

you were the first,
and i'll always remember,
just the thought of you, made me happier,
but now i'm left to cry these tears of a pale blue
over the ghostly memory and the things that remind me of you.

i'm sorry for all i've done,
i wish things could have never come,
but they did and now i cry,
all i can hear, is my saddened weeping (and a lonely sigh).
-unknown

Thu, 13 Oct 2005 14:37:36 GMT